Wing Words

Wing Words

I caught a fly. I pulled at its wings. Gently. oh not so gently. not so gently
I pulled its wings and felt that snapping limit. Paused. Then pulled a little harder. Each
wing popped out of the carapace and the fly dropped to the ground, caught in the mud of the waters
edge. And struggled and died there.
I held the two wings. I held the two wings in each hand up to each ear and listened.
Buzz buzz buzz
Buzz buzz buzz

Alum, Catching, prickling grey with
a bit of red or something like that.
Floating bodies, not-mice.
not-hare, not-rabbit. Maybe-mice.
bobbing about, bumping and knocking about.
Flopping and rolling on the water
spinning with the pond skaters.
Maybe-mice snagging soaked moult on twigs
and thorns. Maybe-mice presenting their
paws to the blueing sky,
all prayer is submission. A grimace turned
upside down.

Buzz buzz buzz
Buzz buzz buzz

Sticky widening smell pulling out of
the cold swirl, red/warm or not so much.
Wet mounds of mud, the flood flotsam,
clay cakes of grass hair, bird feather
and within the hearts the promises.
Tumbled down from nest to bank here
like shocked fruit. twisted open on a rock
or branch and spilling small whispers of
surrender as crushed juice from
cracked husks.

Buzz buzz buzz
Buzz buzz buzz

The drifting air puffs with iron and breathes
a smooth reddening cloud, or maybe not.
Who’s to know? Who could say? When each
flight fold is caught and tugged between
fingers. When each wing skin shivers
while stretched, When each wing is popped from
each shoulder. Who’s to know?
To listen to the beaten rhythm
thrumming a chorus in time, out of time.
Pain is not a higher function.
Buzz buzz buzz
Pain is not a higher function.
Buzz buzz buzz. N.B.